Wrestling

I've been wrestling with life, God, His Word, and everything else lately. I feel I should write it down so I can get a better handle on what is going through my mind and maybe so I can vent a little and get it all out of system. 

I'm really trying to understand and trust God but it is so hard when I feel the need to control or that some situations are just out of my control and people just can't understand that. I hope, if anything, if anyone reads this that it helps them and if no one does it will at least help me hash things out.