Wrestling

I've been wrestling with life, God, His Word, and everything else lately. I feel I should write it down so I can get a better handle on what is going through my mind and maybe so I can vent a little and get it all out of system. 

I'm really trying to understand and trust God but it is so hard when I feel the need to control or that some situations are just out of my control and people just can't understand that. I hope, if anything, if anyone reads this that it helps them and if no one does it will at least help me hash things out.

Whoa!

I've had some really crazy things happen to me and have been part of some crazy strings of events but today and this internship has really taken the cake quite possibly. Between problems with the van and trailer, sound equipment, and now with what happened to Terri and the kids. It like my head is spinning and it's only day 3! With really crazy things like this going on, in my personal experience it can only mean God will move BIG! 

We had a really good time of prayer and worship tonight and had some really good bonding experiences as interns and beginning to build friendships. I can not wait to get out on the road and do some outreaches!!!!